So I've noticed that there are no current pictures of myself. I'm always the one behind the camera. Now don't get me wrong, I love taking pictures and it doesn't bother me, I was just making an observation.

Memories

There's something I believe, I want to try and live my life, carrying all of my memories with me. And even if those memories are painful...Even if they do nothing but hurt me...I want to keep them. Even those memories I sometimes wish I could forget. As long as I carry them with me, as long as I keep holding on, then someday...someday, I'll be strong enough that those memories won't hurt me anymore, and I'll be glad that I have them. All of my memories are precious to me.

Every single one.

We're all searching for a meaning to our lives. Everyone...We have to. Because no matter who you are, I don't think anyone is born knowing the reason why they're here. It's just something you have to find as you go along. And it's different for everyone. There are as many reasons to live as there are people in the world, maybe even more. So, the reason for being born, the reason you've been put here in the world, I think it's all something we have to find for ourselves. So we search within our hopes and dreams, our work, the people in our lives, in everything we do. And even if the reason we find seems hazy or unclear, even if it's so tiny that you can hardly see it, the important thing is that you always have one. As long as I'm alive, that's what I want, to have a reason to go on. And you know, you can always find one, if you know where to look.

So...

So I'm new to this whole blogging community. Don't really have much to say at the present time. The damp weather is killing my arm. I am still recovering from surgery. Not a fun thing, I had a metal plate removed. But you know, it's out and that's all that matters. I just finished the third book in a series that I started in fourth grade!! Now mind you, this third book just came out. I am currently 22, fourth grade was a long time ago! And then I find out that there is going to be another book in the series! I hope this one doesn't take as long to be published as the others.